Debt by Matt Vekakis

Before

we cleaned out

Yia Yia’s apartment,

Mother said

not to remember the dead

in sum. That if we did,

we’d only ever be remembered

in our shame and guilt.

Paramedics found the body

in her favorite armchair: 

fleur-de-lis on worn blue

fabric with the stuffing torn

out of armrest peepholes.

In the cabinets over the stove, 

we find canned soups 

with expiration dates 

of the last presidency; 

and missing from their lacquered rack, 

pawned silver spoons she sold

to keep the teapot whistling.

 

I return the landline 

to its cornflower hook—

and organize numerical 

languages on trifold matte.

My brother holds framed

renderings of the Cape house,

sold on a low bid, when 

the stonemason calls

and asks how we’d like to pay.

Matt Vekakis is an MFA student in poetry at the University of Florida. Their recent work has appeared in Southern Humanities Review, Atlanta Review, Appalachian Review, Welter, and Up the Staircase Quarterly. Matt serves as EIC of The Lunch Break Zine—the literary companion of Out to Lunch Records.