“Vermillion” by Emma Wells

On wings of flame
passion shoots through me;
trembling blood 
as wartime rumbling;
circling as hungry sharks,
latent, yet waiting,
with bated breath
to unleash an ambush. 

A taut tension 
coats my gums
peeling back truth 
as litmus test paper;
my vermilion tongue
holding secrets as locked chests
forced to still in attic forgetfulness. 

I close my jaw,
rock to and fro,
re-rooting myself
to nursery rhymes,
a swaddled safety. 

I don’t want them to see. 

An ugliness
hides on unsteady stilts
where each bite
could unravel me:
teeth falling forth 
as the missing piece
of an old hag stone
rotating in wisdom’s hand
wearing blank expressions. 

Smoothing holes,
botching with patchwork gingham,
a mismatched, circus fabric 
is my only shield:
flimsy as fairy wishes,
torn as blunt kisses
on inexperienced mouths. 

I toil to conceal 
wishing only to morph
within inky shadows
where you say my name,
letting my clown smile drop;
its cherry-red stretch 
smearing the forest floor 
with candid drops
of vivacious, vermilion truth. 

You fold into me
as a sealed letter 
and blissfully forget. 
I do the same
mirroring the comfort
of symmetry.

Reluctantly, I turn to face the world
flashes of vermilion velvet
paint my lips,
speaking soundless flames:
a hot coal truth.

Emma Wells is a mother and English teacher. She has poetry published with various literary journals and magazines. She enjoys writing flash fiction and short stories also. Emma won Wingless Dreamer’s Bird Poetry Contest of 2022 and her short story entitled ‘Virginia Creeper’ was selected as a winning title by WriteFluence Singles Contest in 2021. Recently, she won Dipity Literary Magazine’s 2024 Best of the Net Nominations for Fiction with her short story entitled ‘The Voice of a Wildling’.