for Jason
As men age, we wear gray in our beards like
an errant fastball to the ribs
that escaped the pitcher’s hand
because we’ve learned not to rub it
and acknowledge the pain
no matter how hard the hurt
we absorb.
I’ve had my share of traumatic, post-game at-bats
and the satisfaction in getting on base from a hit
vs. four wayward pitches
is sweeter because earning your way
is always greater than being
rewarded for another man’s
failure.
We play games of some sort all our lives
because guys like us have DNA composed of
adrenaline and competitiveness,
and I’ll bet even though my knees
may disagree,
I can still run down any fly ball
and get down for any grounder
I failed to field in my past.
Jason…
your name means healer,
and I still recall the way you used to
walk to the mound from behind the plate
to tell your pitcher to simply relax
as if your reassuring words
cured the flatness of his curve,
the unsteadiness of his nerves.
There will come a day when we, too,
play our last game in this life—
rounding third,
deciding if we should take our chances
and stand up,
or if we need to slide
and pray
our way
into home.
Daniel Romo is the author of Bum Knees and Grieving Sunsets (FlowerSong Press 2023), Moonlighting as an Avalanche (Tebot Bach 2021), Apologies in Reverse (FutureCycle Press 2019), and other books. His writing and photography can be found in The Los Angeles Review, Yemassee, Hotel Amerika, and elsewhere. He received an MFA from Queens University of Charlotte, and he lives, teaches, and rides his bikes in Long Beach, CA. More at danieljromo.com.
